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OMG...Nero look so hot! XD Dante is giving me the wibbles right now. 83 Despite him having a slight goatee in the game and not being able to play with him... *rereads last sentence* O////O That looks so wrong....and yet, so right! XD *fangirl spasms* I hope they bring back Vergil :3 He was the awesome in the last game =D

I so wanna buy this game =D

Plus note: A new fandom to add to my brain!

Naruto! =D Congrats, you'll be sitting next to Devil May Cry. XD

and omg, another post so soon? XD Unconceivable!

 Ohayo!

Its me again! *gasp!* I'm posting again so soon! XD Ah don't mind me, just alittle hyper...and hungry. Anyhoo, my second week of college and it seems to be going well. I'm already working on my Formal Report for my Report Writing class. My topic is 'Differences in the Education between the Coastal Communitites and Southern Communities' 

(I have no idea what to call Timmins, lol, but I guess it would do for now until I get a better word for that. XP )

If one likes to contribute, please either comment, or email me at lil_kenobi_obi@yahoo.com 

Doesn't matter what you wanna contribute, maybe a better topic title? XD or maybe on what you think on the education system. Whichever, your contribution will end up in my formal report someway, somehow. 83

Heck, maybe I'll post up a survey or something! =D Well, let me know what you think. If you want more details, just comment or email moi!

 20 Weeks ago I had last posted. Wow, how time flies when one is on medication and working through the summer. Well, I'm in college again, and this time I plan to pass all my courses and get  a G.P.A higher than a 1.70. My highest ever was 2.67. 

Well, for my courses, I'm taking:

Abnormal Psychology
Fieldwork Preparation
Report Writing
Interviewing Skills I
Creative Arts Workshop III

Not bad, atleast I don't have to take Role of the Assistant again, man that class was tough. Assignments are a bitch, but I'll try to finish them as soon as possible so I can get them out of my way. :P 

I wonder if I'll have to meet up with my Shrink once again....Maybe, most likely. -_-;; 

Anyhoo, need to make this short, got class in about....15 minutes, and need to pick a spot. Seeya!

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days.	× I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.  ((All the fuckin time =D ))	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	✓ I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  ((just something to get rid of a little stress))

( it goes on... )

Oh man, when was the last time I post in here? Too long I'm guessing, but who cares? No one reads this anyway, so why should I bother? The only reason being is that I need to some outlet before it gets too self-destructive. Believe me, I still got the scars from the last time I didn't find an outlet for my feelings. Well, all of this comes off, I some way to get this off my chest.

What is being said here, has not been told to anyone else, even my dearest closest friends. The only one told was that lady who was doing the assessment, forgot what title she had.

I, Sheena Robin Kioke Kebokee, had engaged in self-destructive behaviours, and have thoughts of death in my mind. Meaning for those who dont know some of those terminology, I cut myself basically. The thoughts of death were of anything, but mostly of myself dying, either violently, accidently or by my own hand, so in a way, its suicidal thoughts. 

The only reason I brought this up was because I was recently diagnosed with Major Depressive Episode, a symptom of a Mood Disorder. Usually shown by highly persistent depression, which is often manifested by lack of appetite, chronic fatigue, lethargy, and sleep disturbances (somnipathy). 

I have had thoughts of suicide in way as I described earlier, and I always have them every day, 24/7. I also have a fascination with death itself. What was it like to die? Where do we go when we die? These questions have plagued me ever since I was a child are my great-grandmother, Gods bless her soul, passed away. They had increased when my grandfather passed away about 5 years ago, it still plagues me since.

Maybe, one day or another, I will know what they went through, sooner or later.

P.S: Merry Christmas, even though its passed already, lol.

Ok, it was bad enough with the threat, but now thanks to my Health and Nutrition class, this is making my paranoia worse, it seems we are overdue for a Pandemic, and with the Avian bird flu, and the recent quaratine at some University in Nova Scotia, seems this is alot closer than I thought...

I really don't care whether I get the flu or not, but I'm worried about my family and friends, particulary those between the ages of 20 and 55, cause what I heard from my Professor is that those people within that age group, it will more likely target them then the elders and little ones.

Ack, I need to watch something to take my mind off it, going to watch Fantastic Four, Ioan in his Mr. Fantastic suit is hot... --drools-- =P~

Ok, here is the deal, we had a meeting with the Manager of the College, early on this afternoon, they said there was an incident where the individual made a comment to do bodily harm. It took place last wednesday, and as of now, the individual, who they kept the name withheld from us, is no longer allowed back on Campus. He can continue his education with the College, but is not to come back on campus...ever, which thankfully I find grateful.

I no longer find myself paranoid, but I find the security guys funny, because one of them is wearing the uniform, but with sneakers..lol, and they carry a little baton, which aint going to do much good if that guy does follow up on his threat. I mean come on, a security guy, wearing sneakers with his uniform, and carries batons, against a guy who could come in with an Ak-47..kinda makes you think that who are the college hiring these days, lol.

I know its hard to laugh about the fact that we have been threatened with bodily harm, but its usually how we work sometimes, when we get scared, we tend to make jokes about our particular situation and all that. Crazy, but its how us Crees work, lol. This is the same race that thinks everytime they see another native wearing a two piece suit, they automatically think they're going to court, lol.

Later! -Crazy native girl